i miss you so much

Three years have passed, many things we've gone through. Memories of bitter,pain,sweet and happy we already gone through together. But now we've to separate. We've gone our separate ways and I know it's for the best, but sometimes I wonder, will I ever have friends like you again? A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around. I think that i the worst guy in the world because u were right beside me and yet i know i can never have u. I really really wish that:

1. you were right beside me.

2. accept me in your life.

3. give me a chance to proof it.

4. i wanna share with you everything about my life.

5. i want spent the rest of my life with you.

Three years have passed and i still waiting for your even your already say that i cant be someone special to your. i just wait and wait until a miracle could happen. And i want to let you know that i really really miss u a lot.. a lot!!!